Mehn! Blog's seen some quiet times lately online and offline. There's little smiling going on here, believe me. Struggling to kindle this flame and boys be bidding down the clock as it gains speed. Crunch time's what time it is. And I ain't referring to this make-believe ecosystem. Nah! The real world comes to mind. Yeah, can't live consistently oblivious to the callings of the outside world: reality check 101! So, what's your boy been up to? Same ol' I guess. Tying up the strings of network, upping skills and working towards the next 'one'. Promises and expectations of a game changing experience fast fading with the months. If any, yet another block towards the peak of the pyramid. Some things never change though: still no room for dramas in the name of anything (emotions or whatever). Energy's all but waned down and the outside calling dictates a swap in which game best represents an insurance. Yet, this is what I've lived for since donning that gown and scroll back in 2008. Memories of the street hit me in the shower and in my sleep.
Can these bones still go as far as they've gone? Sure with more calcium and its equivalent to the soul. Yeah, I gotta musta all the strength and energy to keep me motivated for the cold cold street.
Flinching? Never me.
9 to 5s? I simply laugh. Made my choice a long time ago!
Ma? C'mon, I know your concerns about the lifelines. I'm as concerned as you are.
Dad? A man's gotta be a man. Gran's spirit lives within me.
Creditors; I'll redeem all that I owe before my time winds down. My contact details remain same. Hola with the tantrums! :-)
Debtors; I could do with what's mine :-)
S.H.E; please bear with the times. For better for worse comes even before the long walk down the narrow aisle.
The story of my life has since gained traction online and offline. Who knows? It's probably where the goldmine lies. I love this game! It remains a twist though caught in the mix of life's X. Solving them one step before the other. Sometimes, wish I had guarantees but besides taking the thrill and excitement away, it just doesn't hold in this life. Sorry loved ones.
Gotta move on. I'm walking back into that door come November. From one to the other. The journey never stops. Countryside slangin' with the fam just to cool off. Stay only as long as the next call comes and I'm off. Down the same route, bad roads, shark infested streets, flee infested motels, cunning business men and dirty notes. All in a bid to express myself in the ways I best know how to. The struggles to keep my body and mind protected. In the end, love in the arms of my one true bloods. One down and then the next call. I'm out...Victory is certain!
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